Ok, I admit it, I'm stubborn. I really am. Too stubborn to have ever admitted to being stubborn before.
It came to me after years of using the same pencil to draw, despite numerous teachers telling me that no, mechanical pencils are not the only pencils on earth. I must admit, that pencil has done me pretty well, and I still use it all the time. But I always ignored all the others - anything with an "H" in it would completely shun and refuse to use. But all of a sudden I realise the only reason I haven't been able to draw hair in the past was because I ignored the 2H and the 8B pencils I've had for SEVERAL years. After ages of complaining about fur and how awful it is to draw, I'm suddenly able to enjoy drawing it.
Once again it's the early hours of the morning, which seems to be the only time I actually feel like doing anything. I should have been born a possum or something else nocturnal, I don't think it would be much of a stretch for me given my current bedtime hours. Funnily enough, even though by this point I normally just ramble on about nothing or laugh over nothing, I actually get a LOT of work done at this time of night, whether or not nzlioness can believe it or not. It's just a really interesting time to be about I guess. Sometimes it's cool just to put your head out the window for a bit and listen to how little noise there is, it's kinda weird in a way. Mainly though I just lose track completely of how many hours have passed, like I thought it was 11:30pm just a few minutes ago and it turned out to be 12:45. Which really sucks, because I have to get up early-ish tomorrow...
The stupidest thing though is even though I class 11pm as "getting to bed early" ( I still don't see why that's such a shock to everyone, seriously...), I rarely stay awake at sleepovers. It makes no sense at all... Wow, I really am rambling, aren't I?
Omg, what is this song??? I have so many songs on my iPod which I don't have a clue about the names of. I love music, but I'm always really reluctant to listen to new ones. So they just sort of get pushed to the side while I listen to the tried-and-true artists. However, Parkway Drive is an exception to that, they have such a clean sound, it's amazing, especially seeing as they have such a rough vocal style. But the guitar is so clear, which is actually quite rare in songs with vocals, even in many instrumentals. Seriously, if you don't mind rock/metal type music and haven't heard of them, try listening to something like Idols and Anchors (it's a bit lighter on the vocals) or Carrion (OMG IT'S AWESOME). I have to wonder with their song names though, they're never very cheerful...
I'M ACTUALLY STARTING TO FEEL TIRED! YUSS!
Wow, I achieved absolutely nothing in that journal post!